Friday, March 31, 2006

The Last Scream!




It’s a night where the moon at its best and the stars shining bright. I wish I could hold them forever. How I wanted to laugh, smile and giggle like I used to when I was teen.

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of my sleep and think of all the stunning things happened to me in my life but the pain screams on top of my head letting me forget all those striking things and reminds me of the pain that happened to me.

Am I the one in pain or is it that I see everybody around me in pain and cry.
Whenever I try I just cry and when I cry I cut. I want to end it all and I have tried and so I will keep on trying...

I want to cut and bleed and cry and feel pain and scream...I want to but I know I won’t...coz for what ever it is, the pain, it cant be so strong that it would take me away from my soul, heart and love for thy.

The pain once felt is hard like a rock. I want to break free from every pain of mine. I want to smash the hard rock and scream hard. I want the pain to fade away deep in the terrain. But I realize that it’s the pain that keeps me breathing and keeps me reminding of all those excellent things that happened to me.

It’s the pain, it’s the pain,
The pain in which I can scream,
The scream the last scream.


Have a gr8 Summer!
Divs

Reality Sucks!! But True……


It was summers when I thought I should be going home early from this work place, the media industry, what one should be thinking at this hour is that why should I be always deprived of my sleep, my TV viewing, me meeting up with my friends.

But let me tell you the fact that welcome to the world of advertising or rather I guess I should put up welcome to the world of media, where neither media nor the people sleep for their lives. The wire is switched on for 24 / 7

I think everyone whose planning to enter this media so called field should either be prepared or the people already pursuing their career in media should be warned that seeing your parents will be rare chance.


Now is the time to enjoy when you all are hassle free and out of those lovely college life, where life is just fun filled and studies, where you are found mostly outside your college either bunking lectures and sipping those coffees or munching so called chat.

It really fascinating when you think of those lovely days in college where you are sitting right at the back of those benches and eating those delicious mom’s food it can be somebody’s else’s mom, but at last it’s the home cooked yummy in the tummy food.

A life where it was fun and studies both happening simultaneously, where trips used to be more happening because it was those small trips where one used confirm your parents that it was a study tour and not a fun trip with your friends.

As I think of those days, oh where have I landed, have I changed or has the world around me changed. Media according to all those people who think that media or advertising world is life full of parties and being in your best outfit.

Let’s welcome the reality folks, the sooner the better, a life where people should be told that hello guys advertising is not all about one appearing in those good looking ads or modeling for a product or brand, rather its life where hectic is not the word, but about reach, frequency, GRP, TVR. Oh my god it more to that guys.


So next time you happen to bump to an advertising junk, don’t feel pity or rather give that party look to them rather understand the efforts taken by them, so that you are been entertained and your that funny bone has been tickled. Its all efforts they take to make your life look more beautiful with those creative mind boggling ideas which sometimes it’s out of ones reach to understand.

Have a Gr8 summer!
Divs

Love me the Way u Always do



All I know is my luv is true,
True from my heart to your heart,

Life full of tears and pain you've slowly taken away here we are now, together again

When I first looked into your eyesI knew you were the one for me you make sure that I'll always smile and together we'd always be

You always look at mein a way that makes me shiver but the way you touch me is priceless.


Darling, love and protect me the way you always wanted to
but don't ever change the way you are
because everything I do is just for you

I juss can’t stop loving you,
Coz love is the only thing I knew
When I look at you
All I could do is forget the world around
Coz your are always my sound
That sings beautiful songs.

Truly urs,
Divs