Friday, March 31, 2006

The Last Scream!




It’s a night where the moon at its best and the stars shining bright. I wish I could hold them forever. How I wanted to laugh, smile and giggle like I used to when I was teen.

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of my sleep and think of all the stunning things happened to me in my life but the pain screams on top of my head letting me forget all those striking things and reminds me of the pain that happened to me.

Am I the one in pain or is it that I see everybody around me in pain and cry.
Whenever I try I just cry and when I cry I cut. I want to end it all and I have tried and so I will keep on trying...

I want to cut and bleed and cry and feel pain and scream...I want to but I know I won’t...coz for what ever it is, the pain, it cant be so strong that it would take me away from my soul, heart and love for thy.

The pain once felt is hard like a rock. I want to break free from every pain of mine. I want to smash the hard rock and scream hard. I want the pain to fade away deep in the terrain. But I realize that it’s the pain that keeps me breathing and keeps me reminding of all those excellent things that happened to me.

It’s the pain, it’s the pain,
The pain in which I can scream,
The scream the last scream.


Have a gr8 Summer!
Divs

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